Thursday, December 31, 2015

Goodbye 2015, Go Deep-Throat A Knife

2015 posts are circling around the huge www the past week since the year has reached it's end. Well it will in a few hours over here and Sweden and a new shiny year will arrive. Usually I make a quick catch up of the year that has passed but this year...I only have one thing to say to this year and that is:
Fuck you 2015 and thank you for nothing!

Which sounds super bitter but being who I am it's more...It's been a bitchy year but I am the queen bitch of my life so to hell with you because I survived you! And 2016 is almost here, I long for it.

I don't ask for much next year. All I ask for is for my health to get better which it will because I have an army of doctors helping me right now. And my psychologist is helping me deal with this year along with all the old memories it has brought with it. I also ask for adventures which I can make happen myself soon as I'm more steady health wise.

After a time like this I wait most time to get back to "me". For me to come back that's buried under all the pain and anxiety. But after the past year...It has changed me to the point where I will not get that full person back. But that's okay. I think I'm going to like the new me better anyway.

Monday, December 28, 2015

New Tv Show: Dexter

My plan was to catch up on shows that I'm behind on from this year during the midseason hold up but as always my curiosity got the better of me and I finally checked out Dexter. I am hooked! I'm on the last episode of season 3 at the moment and I started on the 24th...Some may think that I do nothing else but watch this and while I'm home you're so right! Wait I watched 3 seasons in like 5 days...
We all know my obsessive love for serial killer characters so it's a no brainer that I've found myself a new fandom :)
Have you watched it?
What do you think?
(no spoilers please haha!)

Saturday, December 12, 2015

12 Movies I Look Forward To In 2016

Here are 12 movies that I am super excited for next year! Yes, there are indeed more than these. I aim to watch as many on the premiere date as possible or close to it unless I die from Fangirl Overload before 2016 ends! I mean...Dude. A GAMBIT MOVIE. Harley Quinn, Deadpool...X-MEN which has the storyline I have been DYING to get moviewise since they started to release X-men movies. Alexander SkarsgÄrd as Tarzan, omgosh have you seen the promo photos of him? BUCKY in Civil War...I just can not go on fangirling at this moment because I will explode! I mean god dayuuuum!12 Movies I Look Forward To In 2016

Suicide Squad | Gambit | Underworld 5 | Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them

What Movies Are You Looking Forward To Year 2016?

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Blog Goals

Oh yes blog goals. I miss my blog and my readers a lot so...Putting up a few small goals (with no time limit) usually help me to up my blog game. So here they are :)

  • Post at least once a week.
  • Stock up on prepared posts again to make it easier.
  • Look through your categories and minimize the list.
  • Put down at least one hour every day when possible for the blog.

Like I said they are small goals but for anyone who's had a unplanned blog down time knows that small goals are huge at first before they stick. So let us sneak into that blogging game again, kitties!

And once I get going blogwise I might do a little Blog Goals update post now and then :) Think it would be fun and maybe inspiring for other bloggers out there!

Also, I have a new computer screen. My old one was done for it and it's been very wonky for a good while. So if the photos in my blog are wonky with brightness/contrast/color etc I'm sorry! Still adjusting to it :)

Saturday, November 28, 2015

3 Movies I Never Get Tired Of!

You know those movies you have watched so many times you've lost count? But you've watched them so many times that you know the lines by heart? And even if you've watched it two weeks ago you can get a serious craving of doing so again just because something reminds you of a moment?
I sure do and here is a few of mine!

Best dragon movie ever according to me. Hot damn it's good. Not only is Christian Bale and Matthew McConaughey oh so ever yummy yum but for being from 2002 the effects are awesome. These days you can be sure that special effects are amazing but back then, not so much.

To be honest I don't know what it is about this one. There are many movies like this movie that I highly enjoy. I mean yes I fucking adore both Karl Urban and Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson but they are not as high on the list as others. I watched this movie last week and I watched it again yesterday. And writing about it is actually making me wanna watch it again...I have issues.

This is my newest among these which is kind of funny because I was a bit disappointed when it came out. I mean I enjoyed it but I had waited for 10 years for another Riddick movie and would have liked more. But soon as I got the chance to check out Director's Cut of it BAM BOOM in love up over my ears.

Of course I have movie series that I love and watch at least once or twice every year. Like Lord of The Rings, Harry Potter, Pirates of The Caribbean and so on but the movies above I can watch and then watch the next night and not tire of, it's insane!

Do you have any movies like this?

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

R.I.P Oliver Queen

It is with a very broken heart that I write this post. Oliver fell ill on Tuesday last week and was not getting better. So I had to let him go on Wednesday morning because there was nothing to be done. He was old and there for his body was failing. He passed away peacefully surrounded by love and close to me like he has spent his life. Because even in those last moments he refused to leave my side. He has always been a mama's boy, my little shadow in this hard and cruel world.

I know that he was a bunny and to most people that is all he was. But to me...He was my whole world. What was always good. And it is so empty now. I am used to having him by my side no matter what I do and he is not here. It's just this big empty void of heartbreak and everything feels so wrong. I'm trying to cope with it best I can but for the past 5+ years he has been the one who I have turned to for comfort so to say that I feel more alone than ever is an understatement. It is one of the cruelest way to continue a already very bad and heartbreaking year...and I honestly don't know how to survive. I want him back.

Sweet dreams my sweet darling little baby.
I will always love you and I shall miss you forever.
R.I.P Oliver Queen.
The best companion and bunny this world will ever meet.

Thursday, November 5, 2015

What do you want to see in the blog?

When I wrote my 4 Things To Do To Kickstart Inspiration one of my tips was to ask your readers so that is what I am doing with this post. I have that blogging tingle but my inspiration is low...So my lovely kitties who never cease to inspire me...

What do you want to see in the blog?
What do you want to read about? See less off, more of and the list goes on and on! Nothing will be taken in a negative way if you for example tell me if you want to see less of something.

What do you want to see in the blog?
Do you want to read more about my life? Do you want DIY tutorials?
Do you want a peek at my DIY projects even if it's not a tutorial?
A peek at my home/wardrobe/merchandise collection?
Do you want to see hauls/ootd etc?
Tell me! :)

Happy 5th of November!

Happy 5th of November! Are you going to watch/have you watched V For Vendetta?
I sure am!

Sunday, October 25, 2015

3 Random Facts About Me #2

3 Random Facts About Me #2
  1. I never finished school. Those three years in Sweden when you get an education and the grades that really count I spent sick listed. I did try very hard to stay in school but my depression was to critical and it was a matter of survival back then so I chose life over school. Also I got a health problem that nearly killed me one of those three sick-listings. But I'm doing just fine :)
  2. People often mistake me for shy. Or being a stuck up bitch. I have social anxiety (hate using the word suffer since I work hard on not letting it control me) meaning it takes time before I feel comfortable around new people. Before that happens I am indeed the quiet creepy girl in the corner looking like she wants to either kill someone or run away.
  3. I'm a messy person. I truly am. My apartment looks like a bomb went off in it throwing stuff around more often than it looks 100% tidy. And the reason for that is because I suck on so many levels to put stuff away. If I do something crafty I'll be all "I'll put it away later!" and do I? No! Really need to straighten myself out...

Friday, October 23, 2015

3 Horror Marathons I have during October!

Being the huge horror lover that I am, I watch horror all year around but during October I hardly watch anything else besides my shows. These are 3 of the horror marathons I have during the month of October each year!

These horror posts involving favorites is bound to have repeats because I stick to my favorites, yes I am that kind of fangirl. Some are spread over weekends because let's face it, I'm not young anymore.

A Nightmare On Elm Street #horror #halloween I LOVE Freddy, he is my favorite killer since...always! These movies will forever be a huge favorite when it comes to horror. I have lost count of how many times I've watched them all but I still love them so very much.

Scream #horror #halloween
Scream is my favorite horror movie series made by Wes Craven (R.I.P) so I need myself a Screamathon each year around Halloween! I have at least 2-3 every year with these movies (along with the first on the list) to be honest because it is so damn good!

Laid To Rest #horror #halloween
These movies are not that "out there" but a lot of people have still heard of them. I can understand why they are not so super loved, but I love them. Yes it's bad acting among most of the cast, sadly, but the killer is A+ and the killings are to die for hehe. I love my torture movies.

What do you watch during October?
Do you have any horror marathons?

Sunday, October 18, 2015

My Personal Planner

Yes, I went and made myself a personal planner! And I am slowly sinking into the planner nerd part of life. How can one not with all the adorable planner stickers over on Etsy? Still a newbie but it's fun and making something that can be so boring fun motivates you! Thinking of all the must-do in life.
My Personal Planner
Getting the chance to design your own front and back I of course went along and made mine zombie inspired. The front being my favorite quote from The Last of Us and the back being a Daryl Dixon inspired one. I am still working out on how to customize the inside with inserts and etc.

My Personal Planner
I used Personlig Almanacka / Personal Planner to make mine and I highly recommend them! Can't say much about how they are with international orders but I haven't seen any signs from others in UK etc that shows it's bad so.

Friday, October 16, 2015

TV Shows I've Checked Out Lately!

The 100
I didn't expect much from this show since I honestly hadn't heard of it before stumbling across it on Netflix. I like post apocalyptic style so of course I had the check it out. There's only two seasons out so far (season 3 planning on coming next year) so I caught up fast. I love it!

TV Shows I've Checked Out Lately! Scream
Now we all know I'm a huge horror lover and it's also known I'm very picky when it's something that's inspired by my favorite movies or a remake (this isn't a remake). I mean...I don't love it but I don't highly dislike it either, you know? I will for sure keep watching it if a season 2 arrives (haven't even looked that up haha). It's very hard making a slasher themed show but they did a great job.

TV Shows I've Checked Out Lately! Daredevil No, I have not checked it out until now. It's typical of me to just not watch something that is super duper hyped, I usually wait until there's at least one season out and the hype has calmed down (meaning I haven't watched Gotham yet...). I seriously love this show so much. First I was a little "Ok, it's good but what's the damn hype?" and then a few episodes moved along and BAM I got it.

What TV Shows have you checked out lately?

Sunday, October 11, 2015


Halloween isn't that big in Sweden, which will forever break my poor little heart, but I can stalk other sites on the www and drool a little :) Also this year I only buy items that I can use all year around (I have dark decor themed in most part of my home). I mean I could use all of above all year around but if there's anything I don't need more of right now, it's clothes.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Oliver Queen

Oliver Queen
My baby turned five yesterday! It's crazy that he's five haha. Sometimes it feels like only a few months ago that I picked him up but most of the time it feels like he's always been by my side. My little Oliver Queen (named after Green Arrow indeed) means the world to me. I honestly wouldn't know what to do without him. To the world he may be "just a bunny" but to me he is my best friend, my baby and my everything. He honestly takes care of me as much as I take care of him.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

New In: Playstation 4!

So yes I finally did it! I bought myself a Playstation 4! And I am so fucking happy I could drop dead. The two games I bought as well was Until Dawn and Dying Light.

I finished Until Dawn in almost one gaming session and I am so in love with this game I can hardly contain myself! It's typical of me to just game my way through a game I fall in love with super fast. A good thing about this one is that I can game it again and it can be different with all the choices you can make etc.

I also love what I've gamed of Dying Light so far! The game style is something that I'm used to and also prefer. It's zombies, have we met? :D

Monday, August 31, 2015

R.I.P Wes Craven

R.I.P Wes Craven
Really sad news for horror movie lovers out there with Wes Craven passing away. Personally he was my favorite director among horror. He will be deeply missed. R.I.P Wes Craven .

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Fear The Walking Dead

I think many knows that Fear The Walking Dead started a few days ago! Considering how big the TWD fandom is I think it's hard to escape the fact even if you don't watch it :)
Fear The Walking Dead
I didn't have any expectations from this show. I know that the original will forever be nr 1 in my heart and I know that it wouldn't feel the same without the characters in it, Daryl Dixon and Rick Grimes are my precious boys hehe. Only one episode has aired so far so I can't really say what I think about it fully yet but I can give you my first impression of it!

Fear The Walking Dead
After having watched the first episode I'm glad I didn't expect much because I think if I had I would've been very disappointed. Now don't get me wrong, this show has potential! But me being a zombie obsessed fangirl, I love the speed that TWD has or any zombie movie for that matter. I like the gore, screaming and running for your life across a country. This show is set before it all broke out, meaning it takes place before Rick wakes up in S1 of TWD. Obviously this means a much lower speed.

But if they've set the story line right, answering oh so many questions you're dying to get why it became to be what is, I think there's hope for it. Also I see more than one character that can grow to be very interesting as the shows go on. I for one will keep on watching!

Have you watched it?
What did you think?

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Looking Back: Harley Quinn Cosplay

This is almost two years ago now but got a bunch of unedited half good photos that I took after I got home from the convention. And since I'm editing old photos in order to kickstart me starting to photograph again I thought I'd share a bit here on the blog.
This was my first and so far only Cosplay. Dying to put together more, Harley Quinn mostly, but also a lot of other favorite characters. Hopefully I will be motivated to do such soon :) Do you cosplay?

Monday, August 24, 2015

Ebay Shopping: Fashion

Some recent buys on Ebay! From the clothing part at least hehe. Planning on clicking home more fashion items because...well because I can and want to. I use leggings all year around and I'm sure it's what I use most when it comes to clothes. Wearing a pair of leggings and an oversized tee is like wearing a pajama at the office! And who am I to turn down all these lovely leggings with the amazing prices they have?

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Hello Darlings.

I just want to sit down and give you a little update, or an explanation as to why I'm not that active right now, without going into too much detail etc.

This year so far (well since October last year) has been harsh. I'm not saying it's worse than anyone else but it is my life and it has been difficult mixed with health problems and other personal problems which has left me with very little energy. So I've had more than one mental breakdown.

I'm just...really, really unhappy right now. I've struggled with depression etc for most part of my life and I've had more than one bad turn in my life because of it. But right now it's worse than it's ever been and I'm thanking my lucky star that I have a therapist since a few years back that can help me.

This very moment I keep all around me at a distance and am letting no one near me. Because a lot of things I've worked on, fought to break, when it comes to myself are back to square one. But also, and mostly, because I need time to just pick up the pieces of myself and see a good road to take in life.

Which is why I've fallen off the face of earth because I'm in too much pain to hardly do anything and being the person that I am I put the very little energy I have left towards work. Because in many ways it feels like the only thing I have left is my job.

I'm not writing this to get attention, neither am I writing this to get sympathy. I am writing this because I have followers since years back and I know that you worry. Also I'm hoping that if I take the cat out of the bag it will be easier to update the blog because it's been an anxious task due to me knowing that you don't know how bad things have been and how much worse they are right now.

I hope that you all are doing well, my darlings.
Stay Strong & Always Keep Fighting.
xoxo, Kitten.

Saturday, August 1, 2015

Get To Know Me Tag!

Are you named after someone?
Far as I know no I am not but my middle name is from my grandmother (on my fathers side).

When was the last time you cried?
I am in a very emotional state right now so I'm very fragile. So yesterday watching Bones, don't take a lot to make me start right now.

Do you have kids?
Nope. Well I have the bunny who is pretty much my child, just with a lot of fur :)

If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself?
Well I would like to think so. But it all depends on how I would be, being this other person I suppose. If it were similar to hobbies etc like now then yes. Because fangirls unite!

Do you have a guilty pleasure?
Not really. Don't get me wrong I have loads that could fit the question but I just don't feel guilty about it. I eat/do/watch etc what I want and that's that.

Do you like handwriting?
My own? Haha, no.
But I do love handwritten letters. Something about printed letters that just takes that special something away from a letter, you know?

What is your favorite cereal?
I don't really eat cereal but when I do it's mostly cheerios.

What is the first thing you notice about people?
Depends on the person. If the person is...well a bad person I pick up on that vibe super fast. Otherwise it's mostly what energy they send out.

What color are your eyes?
Brown! ^^

Scary movies or happy endings?
Scary movies all the way.

Favorite TV Show?
Oh no, you can't get a number 1 favorite out of this kitty! Some of my favorites are:
Walking Dead, Supernatural, Buffy, Arrow, Angel, Firefly, Hannibal, Game of Thrones, Dollhouse, American Horror Story, Teen Wolf, True Blood, Charmed, Lost...and the list goes on and on.

Summer or Winter?
I HATE Winter. The snow and the cold and Summer for me.

Hugs or Kisses?
I got nobody to kiss so hugs.

What's the furthest you've been from home?
Hm. I would say England.

Do you have special talents?
You mean besides creeping people out but still making them find me adorable?
Also my super power is being super clumsy.

Where were you born?

What are you hobbies?
Besides the obvious fandom part of life a few of my hobbies are:
Scrapbooking, jewelry making, gaming, shopping, photography...

Do you have any pets?
Yes. My precious baby boy Oliver Queen.

Favorite movie?
The Last Unicorn. It's been my favorite movie since I was 6 and will most likely stay that way until I die.

What did you want to be when you grow up?
Anything with animals. One of my big dreams was to travel around to world and work with big feline animals. Another was to focus 100% on saving wildlife etc.
Funny fact is that I was always all "I'm never gonna have an office job!!" and now I do and I love it.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Top 5 Horror Movies

Top 5 #Horror Movies
A Nightmare On Elm Street
I love the whole movie series, including Freddy vs Jasons. Freddy Krueger has been and will probably always be my favorite horror villain. Not as much of a fan of the version from 2010 but that's most likely because I'm such a hardcore fan of the original. Meaning there is no other Freddy movie than the ones with Robert Englund that's good enough for me.

The Collector
Same with the one above I love the whole movie series with this one. Horror movies I really fall for usually have that in common. Huge fan of torture movies and this one is my absolute favorite of them.

Trick 'R Treat
This is the cutest horror movie EVER. If you want the perfect Halloween theme feeling this is the movie to watch. I am in love with the style of this movie and everything is just perfect.

House Of A 1000 Corpses
This and The Devil's Rejects is my favorite when it comes to Rob Zombie movies. I love movies when a group of people (or just one) just grabs a bunch of people and do crazy shit with them. The characters in this movie is wonderful.

How can I make a Top 5 list without including Scream? I enjoy a good old slasher movie from the 90s and I have movie marathons in that theme often. Scream is and will probably forever be my favorite slasher movie series.

What's your favorite scary movie?

Monday, July 20, 2015

My Top 3 Games

The Last of Us being my absolute favorite game (along with it's DLC Left Behind) ain't any news. But I haven't talked that much about gaming here yet so thought I would start by sharing my Top 3 Games!

Like I said The Last of Us is my favorite. Close second to that one is The Evil Within which is by Bethesda who have also made my 3rd favorite which is Fallout 3. All my love for Naughty Dog who made The Last of us but Bethesda is the one who has most games I've enjoyed.

It was actually hard picking the 3rd one but Fallout 3 is the game that got me really into gaming so it will probably always be on the list. And stating the obvious; I prefer horror games.

What are you Top 3 Games?

Friday, July 17, 2015

Outgoing Mail: Supernatural PLs

Still learning how to photograph PLs the best way so bare with me haha! This was my very first Pocket Letter that I made and sent :) It's been sent and has arrived to it's new owner, in order words safe to post online. I'm actually really happy with how it turned out, being my first one and all.

This is my second one, also Supernatural themed because I made it in the same round as the first one. I try to stick to the geeky side of PLs, it's super fun swapping with fellow fangirls around the world.

Have you tried Pocket Letters?
If not I recommend it, it's so much fun!