Monday, February 16, 2015

Morning Moodboard

New Monday and a new week, besides work I have a gastroscopy examination on my week schedule, which scares the living hell out of me to be honest. When I first went in for my stomach I pretty much said that they could do anything (including opening me up) besides that so of course I have to get one...
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I have a few other things that I was gonna do before Wednesday when the examination is but I think I'm just gonna skip it all. My anxiety level is ridiculous and after finding out how much weight I've lost during this painful month struck me hard. Five years of struggling and fighting...gone in the blink of an eye. I just wanna crawl into the hole that seemed to open up last week under my feet and let it swallow me whole.