Thursday, December 31, 2015

Goodbye 2015, Go Deep-Throat A Knife

2015 posts are circling around the huge www the past week since the year has reached it's end. Well it will in a few hours over here and Sweden and a new shiny year will arrive. Usually I make a quick catch up of the year that has passed but this year...I only have one thing to say to this year and that is:
Fuck you 2015 and thank you for nothing!

Which sounds super bitter but being who I am it's more...It's been a bitchy year but I am the queen bitch of my life so to hell with you because I survived you! And 2016 is almost here, I long for it.

I don't ask for much next year. All I ask for is for my health to get better which it will because I have an army of doctors helping me right now. And my psychologist is helping me deal with this year along with all the old memories it has brought with it. I also ask for adventures which I can make happen myself soon as I'm more steady health wise.

After a time like this I wait most time to get back to "me". For me to come back that's buried under all the pain and anxiety. But after the past year...It has changed me to the point where I will not get that full person back. But that's okay. I think I'm going to like the new me better anyway.

2 comments:

  1. Awhh, it's sad to hear that 2015 was such a bad year for you. You truly deserve an awesome 2016 after all your hard work! I really hope your health gets better; it's the most hard thing to control in your life (boy, do I know it!) but you are well on your way now with the help of both your new innner spark and your doctors. Don't lose hope! (:
    And let's us all hope that 2016 also comes with new awesome TV-shows, movies and video games because we sure need them in our lives even this year haha. ^^

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